My pictures lately have been crap. Usually I go somewhere cool and get an idea for photos, but all I'm taking pictures of is pets, random objects, and crap no one would look twice at. I wanted to be the photographer that can make anything seem beautiful, amazing, surreal, etc, but having a lack of originality is not useful in the aid of my success.
Some people are sooo amazing at this, and honestly deserve more credit than they're getting. I want to be like them, start my career early while I'm still young. But maybe I won't even be a photographer in the future, you never know what could happen.
The thing is though, we're not here to dwell in past experiances, or try to guess what the future holds - us as humans are here for today. We'll remember those experiances, wonder about the future, but no matter how bad it is we live for the now.
In short I haven't really been worrying about my creativity going down the drain. I've been regreting things I've done days, weeks, and even months ago. I've been praying about having the future I want, but probably don't deserve. The only thing I haven't done is keeping my feet grounded.
Hopefully I'll take what I've written here and apply it to life, my life.